You have no idea how good it is to be back. Back on the PrettyThin website, back to blogging, back to being best friends with Ana...Or at least trying to be. Theres something completely freeing about being here on a website where no one knows you. I don't have to put on a happy face if I'm not happy, and I don't have to hide any part of me. Here it all is:
Height: 5"2
Weight: 135
My history?
Fifth grade is when everything sort of fell apart. Mom and dad were fighting, and I quit swim team. I gained weight, mostly in my thighs. My thighs have always been cringe worthy. Always. They're huge. But mostly it was seventh grade when I got on birth control. No, I'm not sexually active, im only 14. But I am a swimmer (or at least I was) and so I thought, hey, no periods? Great! Untill I realized what birth control really does. It tricks your body into thinking you're pregnant. That means you start gaining. Now, my thighs don't matter so much anymore. Its my stomach that is huge. When ever I lean over even the slightest bit, I can feel my fat rolls forming. It's disgusting. It used to be that my stomach wasn't even on my radar. I sucked in and it pretty much disappeared. It was the only part of me that was skinny. Now, its just another fat part. Obviously, if you've read the post before this one, you'll know I wanted to be 100 before ninth grade started. Ninth grade started two weeks ago and I'm still 135. But I've been eating little things. I'll keep you updated on that not that you really care lol!
Kisses and Hugs
One day I'll be good enough
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